对母亲说，我又要走了，母亲低头不语，许久，喃喃道，怎样来了一个又走了一个，气氛有些压抑，我从后抱住母亲的肩头，摇来摇去，子如短线的风筝，记挂着亲情，却随风飘去。

对小弟说，准备出去看看，弟不语，好像没有感觉，此日，听父亲说弟一夜无眠，翻来覆去。我有些不知所措，男人之间，不要些儿女情长，有时，却也压抑难讲。

浪子心声，这一生憎恨离别，逃避离别，却也不断制造离别，匆匆一生，有限的生命，无尽的思念。当我拎着皮箱，鼓足勇气不望背后的亲人，也许只能告解自己：天下浪子不独你一人！

相逢的怦然心动，相识的契机，雨只是布景。

相恋是幸福的，有你，雨天便不是雨天，雨是比。

分手，无边无际的痛苦，无止境的心痛，雨天是痛苦的意境。

我都曾经唱过，在不同的时候，也一直是我不会忘记的旋律。 2年前，在丽江，无边的雨夜，回忆让我写着，雨天若有你。虽然那情那景已不切题，在我的文章里，迟到的书写，总是常事。

相逢在雨中，雨水，是无边的心雨。还是如往温柔的注视，迎接你的欢笑，不，是送别你的远去。天在下雨，下着大雨，雨水洗刷着过去。我低下头去，望着倒影，才明白我的影子笑我无趣。

朋友说这张第一首歌是张国荣的，歌名是Love Is Miracle，我居然没有听过。放在电脑里细细品味，如此的洒脱，如此的活在当下，喜欢哥哥的人生总是如此。随手把msn名字改成了Love Is Miracle.  还记得上次MSN的名字是歌名的叫 你喜欢不如我喜欢，那时惊奇居然听了那末多遍，调子都熟的不能再熟，却不知道那个名字，于是，更名MSN多天以示纪念。

我久已不矫情了，因为一直很忙，原本欧洲的出差上次很值得一写的，却也没有时间烂情了，人生过得混沌，也是悲哀。日子如飞，一晃快三年，三年前与熟悉的一切挥别，三年后也许又要，每次绝然的扭头就走，似乎都含着泪水，可是决然的心情，犹如赤名莉香坐早一班车走，如果不是最好，那就无需留念。

请允许我先买个关子，仍在流程当中，有定论了，自当说明。

点名读我回答的头三个没做过这种事的人，回个帖吱声如果没做过，好知道那三个要回答。

Ok, every good speech starts from a story.  I also have one.  Telling you truth, I have been a fan of animal planet in discovery channel; and I told many friends how much I loved wild animals, but one thing happened let me know I never do enough.

 That is an amazing year in which G7 summit was held in Shanghai.  With regulation from Government, I got 3 days off for free.  Those 3 days came to a vacation plan and four friends went to Wu Yi Moutain.   Not mentioned that is a beautiful place, it is also a famous place for enjoying delicious food, every night, we went out to find a small restaurant and order some special food.

Still remember clearly that is the last night we stayed there.  We planned to have a celebration for the end of the great vacation.  In the best local restaurant, one friend proposed to eat something really special, while the restaurant owner immediately recommended a Civet cat he captured last day.  Well, my instinct help me refused the proposal at the beginning, but all my friends obviously disagreed with me.  According to the rule, it was decided by voting and I lose.  I didn’t insist anymore considering the friendship.  We made the order and the cook lifted a pack behind the door, opened it and took out a snow white civet cat, that little creature crazily struggled but the tail was held tightly by the cook, suddenly the cook use one hammer hitting the little creature’s head, one, twice, the cat screamed and was knock out, it seems the eyes stared at me for a while before closed slowly while the body still kept shaking even when it was skinned.  No doubt, I was shocked.  That dinner, I didn’t touch its meat for a single bite, afterwards, the scene kept appearing in my mind.  I often asked myself, how about if I strongly refused the idea; how about from the result-oriented perspective, I found a way all my best to change the final result?  However, I didn’t.

Not sure whether you guys saw one non-profit advertisement, The pride of China,  Yao Ming announced that he will never eat “shark fin” in his life and he is trying to influence the society to care wild animals. 

Thus, as an end,  I want take the advantage of the speech, try to influence you all, love animals, not stay on the wording level.  Keep  your standpoint at any circumstance, please do not and have people around you do not eat wild animals.  Give a chance to wild animals share the same blue sky with us in this planet.

我已是难民一样在这个国度里晃了三天，边缘人，看着的好，不是我的，看着的不喜欢和赋税，作为旅人，也还是一样要承受。从一处飘到另一处，明天就要回家了，好几天没有洗澡了。

一个人的旅途，对自己的要求紧些，内心的空虚多些，三天半，从南边的慕尼黑跑到西边的亚琛和科隆，然后浏览了下北边的汉堡，今天是东边的柏林，还不包括已经顺访过得中间的海德堡，最古老的特里尔，美丽的布吕尔和明天要去的纽伦堡和雷根茨堡，其实，就是走马观花，匆匆掠过有名头的胜地，这也要拜德国发达的铁路系统，我几乎是不断的从一地到另外一地，从来不用排队买票（通票了），在自动售票机上打了行程就出发，时间拿捏得和瑞士的钟表一样准。累了的时候，不觉得，困了就睡，不累的时候，看着匆匆而过的长得不同的行人，才明白他乡遇故知是多美好的事情。夜车上，望着漆黑的窗外，想起三年才存起的记忆和花了三年才得到的忘记。不能则怪，我不喜欢独自的旅游却偏偏强烈喜爱在不同地方的游历。难得工作的好处，总能出差去写难得去的地方，诱惑的我一次又一次的飞蛾扑火，独自闯荡。

夏洛特人的热情让我感动，帮一个朋友收集美国1/4美元的硬币，（每个硬币代表一个州，10年，每年发行5个，最终2006年全部发齐），我发信给一个同会的同事，他帮我找了两个，同时还发动其他人一块帮我找，在开会的场地上大大写下，South Dakota, Quarter to Ray.  我着实有些不好意思；另一个故事是在South Park Mall的小意大利餐厅，我一个人吃着饭，侍者在空闲的时候，有好的和我聊着天，好奇的问着一个旅者的相关种种，异乡的孤单被有好的交谈些些减淡。

不谈 旅途劳累林林总总，我无知觉得几乎忘了在那里，生活一如平常，上班下班，这叫麻木。当习惯于跑来跑去，清晨，5点多公路上，就不再有慌张不安，我睁大眼睛找路，平静的骂娘。

晚饭，一个朋友陪我吃饭，随便聊聊，他也同意，记的和不能忘却。